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It's over. I'm single again. But, at the same time... I can't say I'm completely unsatisfied with the way it ended.



My summer has passed to fall, but I can't help but wonder if the turn of the seasons won't bring summer back.




It's so weird. I've lost both my best friend and my boyfriend in the same month, but I can't help but feel that tomorrow is a new day. What's the saying? If you love something let it go, if it was meant to be it will eventually return to you.
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on 2006-04-26 06:52 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
Thank you. I think I'll be ok. I still have him as a friend, and that alone means a lot to me.

on 2006-04-26 08:16 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] aetheristic.livejournal.com
*hugs you close* I hope you're feeling better than you expected you were going to. And I'm sorry things had to turn out that way.

I'm glad you're feeling optimistic though huh.

I love you, sweet.

on 2006-04-26 01:26 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I'm feeling ok. Because everything makes sense now. And I know this is as hard on him as it is on me, but it is of necessity.

<3

on 2006-04-26 01:54 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] amakarie.livejournal.com
I'm glad you're looking towards the future. ♥

*hugs*

on 2006-04-26 06:21 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
There has to be something to look towards, or you'll be stuck dwelling on the past.

on 2006-04-26 02:32 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] 9-of-pentacles.livejournal.com
*huggles tightly*

on 2006-04-26 06:22 pm (UTC)

on 2006-04-26 03:07 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/__purple_sky__/
*hugs you* tomorrow is a new day, everything will work out. If you need to talk you can IM me [bloodtype sakura] *hugs again*

on 2006-04-26 06:22 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I'll have you added and I will drop you a line one of these days.

on 2006-04-27 02:15 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/__purple_sky__/
alright sounds good. ♥

on 2006-04-26 04:37 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] agenda.livejournal.com
::hugs:: I'm glad we were able to talk when we did. If you ever wish to, at any point, please feel free to drop me a line. I'd like to help in any way that I can.

on 2006-04-26 06:23 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
I'm glad, too. *hugs back* Thank you, Jen. You've given me courage in hard days and I'm happy to have a friend like you.

on 2006-04-26 05:50 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] akkii.livejournal.com
*snug*

on 2006-04-26 06:23 pm (UTC)

on 2006-04-26 06:11 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] praedestinatio.livejournal.com
You have a wonderful attitude, I wish the best for you.

on 2006-04-26 06:25 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
Even as he broke my heart, he was able to give me a little strength and courage to face the new day. He's just that kind of a guy. I hope, someday, he finds his way back to me.

on 2006-04-26 07:56 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] teenagepolitics.livejournal.com
Nutmeg, I'm so sorry to hear the news :-(

However, I think it's very wonderful that you are feeling such hope, and such possibility in what is to come!

on 2006-04-26 08:20 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lirimaer.livejournal.com
There are so many ways it could have turned out so much worse than it did. But he needs it. And I can see he needs it. The love isn't gone, it's life that's forced us apart. So, perhaps, someday life may bring us back together again too. I mean... it does owe me after all the crap it's pulled this year.

on 2006-04-26 11:42 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] 314159.livejournal.com
♥ i would comment on your entry at [livejournal.com profile] kawako but stupid AOL parental controls won't let me >___>;

*huggy* i'm glad that you guys can stay friends at least~ i love you nutmeg ._. ♥