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[personal profile] gnutmeg
don't fight this
don't try to understand
I will escape you, too
you were only a battle
in my life of war
can you understand?
I'm not quitting now
because of you
or your meanings

don't smile or laugh
don't think you know me
you judge me too soon
there is nothing there
but broken glass
can you understand?
I'll wash my bloody hands
when I want to
I've earned that right

don't pity me
don't try to save me
or I will destroy you
I don't want pity
don't need saving
can you understand?
I'm the willing victim
a causeless martyr
pain makes me