::: Forgiven :::

[gnutmeg]

how convenient, I was just thinking about you

you're never here when I need you
it's not your fault
but that doesn't stop me from wanting

I want to crawl through your veins
get under your skin and make you hurt
the way you've done to me
all the ways you made me bitter

I want to scream until my throat bleeds
maybe you'll finally remember I exist
once I cease

do you hear me?
does a single word I say resonate through?
or am I just another body for your count?
I should have known better than to smile at a murderer

I was succulent once, sweet and tender
I'm sure you did enjoy me at the time

it's ok, I didn't need that heart anyway